Saturday, July 30, 2005

Rain's 3rd Album -- It's Raining专辑曲目:01.The end which it wants doing 想说的话02.It s raining03.I do04.Familiar face 熟悉的脸05.11 days 11天06.Quiz 盘问07.My groove 沉醉08.Me 我09.Biggest thing 最重要的事10.Wanna talk 想要聊一聊11.But I love you 然而我爱你12.searches 寻找13.No no no 不要14.To you15.I love you Full House -- Song Hye ...

Sunday, July 24, 2005

听说这天的月亮最明亮 在朦胧的夜间发出低调的光芒月光 总是默默的 为那伟大的远征者 指引前程 ...我又在胡思乱想了 一个人陶醉在自我的世界里此刻的宁静 无人干扰蓦然发现 自己真的很喜欢 写些什么总希望把生活上的点点滴滴 化为那优美的字字句句 记载下来可惜呀可惜 造诣不高 词穷思念一个人 是什么感觉?不晓得 似乎也没有类似经验可能绝情 可能无义 只是个人观点不同或许还没到那种境界 没办法理解为何有些人总是爱得死去活来没了 那就算了 不代表什么可能肤浅 不明白那所谓爱的真谛说穿了 我只不过还沉醉在童话故事里公主和王子总会幸福快乐在一起似乎忽略了 一些什么所以我喜欢看快乐美满结局的戏我喜欢被成双成对的雀儿叫醒喜欢看着一对对的星星闪烁 ...只是 奇怪 我其实更喜欢一个人的寂寞我享受那一个人的孤单享受那一个人的下午一个人的空间 一个人的咖啡 ...两极化 不是吗?很多时候就是这样我想生病 但不想辛苦我想看演唱会 但不想热闹过后的空虚我想喝咖啡 但不想失眠 ...混乱 就是这种感觉乱~ 就象我不懂这篇东西有何意义乱~ 只想把所有闪过脑海的字一一重拼乱~ 我想 我是悃了轻闭双眼...

Friday, July 22, 2005

How am i suppose to start? Actually there're so many things keep flashing into my mind and it's a bit mess and i really don't know how to rearrange and start to write about it...and i really din feel that my english is "that good" until i can express myself/thoughts using this language...but wut should i do? "Practice makes perfect"!perhaps.... Well, there's something happened between our class (U6B3) and our form teacher -- Pn.Suguna, few weeks ago. I din really remembered wut happened. It's just one day, our monitor told us that Pn.Suguna...

Monday, July 18, 2005

这是第几次了?我又看着我的"男神"从身边溜走..哎...都怪我,沉溺在"远处观望"的快感,总觉得如果冒昧跑去认识人家或者搭上一两句的话,是一件超尴尬的事.所以罗,从以前到现在,都眼怔怔的看着别人和别人好,气煞!不过,说真的,我真的蛮享受那种从远远看着别人心底偷笑的感觉---"好赏心悦目哦!" 可能是害怕接触之后会改变他在心目中的印象,所以宁愿静静的"欣赏",也不愿破坏梦想...能理解吧?常人不都是把自己觉得喜欢又美丽的东西小心翼翼的捧在手心,收藏起来,不愿近距离观察,只想一直拥有那种感觉吗?就象是蛋糕上的草莓,一些人会直接把它吃掉,而另一些人,则会把它放在一旁,等到最后才会很舍不得的把它细舔一番才吃下肚去(这是什么比喻,怎么觉得怪怪的?) 哎,怎么每次都是酱?呵呵..难不成我"远观"观上瘾了吧?看来...又是时候另找目标了~~~呵呵~~~射手座嘛,本性难移呀...

Today is 18th July,2005, a nothing-special-day, but for me, or all upper sixes in Malaysia who took the MUET test in May, today is the result-releasing day. Honestly, I've really no idea -- no feeling about this, neither because I'm too confident with my English ( in fact me myself know that my English is not good at all, i just don't know why everybody just think that i'm good sense in that ) nor I'm not nervous about that, it just that i already have the worst decision: retake the exam if the result is bad. For God sake, i get a band 5 in it....

Sunday, July 10, 2005

不知道大家的童年是怎样的.时常听故事里的小孩说,他们的童年无都是在跳飞机,在田园里嬉戏,菜园里玩捉迷藏,傍晚时分在乡村的路口追野狗,晚上在星空下荡着秋千,无忧无虑......我的童年嘛...也许单调了少少,可是也很值得回忆.回忆里想起了不知道多少岁那年,每天晚上妈妈叫我睡觉的时候,我还会偷偷的爬起来,偷偷的听李克勤的"红日"..感觉上,应该是3/4岁吧? 再往后一年,我就已经自己"搬"出来睡了...谁知那个笨蛋爸爸每次都拿一个叫"阿刨"的人来吓唬我,(因那人真的很样衰,想当年的我还以为他不是人..)害我每天都发恶梦! 再来呢...就觉得婆婆一个人睡觉很可怜,所以我也很伟大的放弃了我温暖的双层床,跑去婆婆那连风扇都没有的房间陪睡去...一睡就睡了两年..呵呵..我还记得那个时候每天晚上听到"里的呼声"播的最后一首歌,就是12点到了~~睡觉时候到了...哇哈哈...然后咧,想当年的我,每天一大清早就跑到婆婆的菜园去"帮忙"浇水施肥拔草,当然,结果都是在拿着水喉到处乱射,害到隔壁家的阿旺和阿猫"狗飞猫走",还蛮爽的~~种完菜啦,是时候到屋后的鸡棚收鸡蛋了~~~YAHUU !!鸡鸡我来罗~~~可是很奇怪,婆婆每次都不让我碰那些砂谷米(因我每次都乱撒满地,浪费).不给我喂就不给我喂,我去拾鸡蛋!嗯..哈哈...很不好意思..每次都把鸡蛋弄破,结果那天都没有"sap"鸡蛋可吃~~还有哦!!小鸡很可爱的哦!没有毛的...揸起来暖暖的..可恶咧?哇哈哈...然后呢,就会在家里打我的"DD机"..大家还记不记得小时候有个游戏叫"任天堂"?里面有个游戏叫"super...

here's the song--"if i was invicible...then i could just walk through in your room..." dunno who's da singer ( what i noe is he's a he n one of the american idol who lose da champion...i guess?), n i got this song from my dear fren--jess--n i like it very much.Sometimes, i was thinking, wut would i do if i was invicible? perhaps act like the HollowMan and walking here n there doing sth that i cant do in my whole-life-time? ya...this is undoubtly...

Saturday, July 09, 2005

Another mid-night-time, sitting in front of the table, looking at the screen, listening to JJ's song, watching at the TV bside, and yet , doing nothing except dreaming. I know it's not time for dreaming, especially me, who's gotta sitting for the terrible torturing stpm 3 months later, but, juz cant help myself open da computer n logging here n there..thinkin, is this my life? leading my daily schedule juz bcoz i have too and but not i wish to. cant escape from it, n yet have to face it..sometimes just feel frustrated when e'thing is going wrong,...

Sunday, July 03, 2005

so bored recently..thinking of reading da books all over again,preparing 4 da stpm..but somehow juz cant make up my mind in doin' it..."berjuta bintang menyanyi..ku di antara yang satu....gemilang suara keyakinan kian dalam...gementar harus jangan..jiwaku harus bertenaga..kita kini..menjadi realiti~~~~" song by JACLYN VICTOR -- da 1st malaysian idol...juz download this songs from a website, it's a live version. n i like da live version more than the "gemilang" in her latest release album...da cd version. da cd's version juz make me feel that jac...