Friday, June 30, 2006

Shud I buy lottery today?!!!

Well...again kena saman...same reason overtime parking..aii..y oways so yiong sui 1?!!
rm20 gone liddis...i've bankrup now!still hv to spent this rm20....heart broken...

Thursday, June 29, 2006

They offered me this

It's been a week ago since I get my offer letter from the goverment about where and what I use to study for 3 years ahead -- Teknologi dan Sains Maklumat ( Sains dan pengurusan sistem )-- Should be grateful for I finally get my answer? Well, quite but still got abit disappointed..as you know, this's not that good among those "good-choices" but I've to accept it as I din have that good-enough-qualification also.

Compare with those U-rejected friends, i believed I'm lucky. These few days busy going here and there , open bank account for ptptn, get cert-certified, buying those needed , take pics as we booked it earlier (half year ago),have gathering wf frens and packup all things into those baggy bags..dunno how 2 spent my time accordingly just feels like --"eerm..skools gonna be opening soon..i'm bek to skool life."--dat's means BORING!!

izzit?i dunno but i suppose it will be another turning path and journey for me. As i'm growing older n older( sumkind of negatively thinkin), feels like lazy to accept new things n envi like those old ages (altot not much changing too..)but still, i'm ready to accept it...new roomates mayb? jz feels like boring n uninteresting when thinking of there's lotz of assignment waiting ahead, less holidays, no salary, no shopping e'day(at least e'week?),exam(s),KK works.....ARRRRRRR.......jz BORING!!

but changing for another way of thinking, it's quite nice also lar at least that's my time to lead a brand new lifestyle, not bad huh?i guess...so..

I change a look for my this little blog space, hope there's also a brand new start of my 20th beginner's life. Cheer Up !!!

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

好喜欢的对白

==你虽然说过不讨厌我,可是你是否对她说过你喜欢她呢?
==你有没有听见,寂寞的声音悄悄在蔓延?
==为什么我突然感觉像是不能呼吸一般?

Saturday, June 24, 2006

天不忧人人自忧

又是另外一种态度。最近大家都在忙着搞好手头上的所有琐碎,包括身体检验,开个银行户口,出席大大小小的讲座会,和朋友讨论日后的生活所需,积极地在为自己的后路铺上一层柏油,而我,依然抱着天不忧人人自忧的生活态度去面对这一切。只是觉得,现在忧不来,该忧的自然回来,何必浪费我现在的时间?还是那个懒字。哈哈...懒得高官!或许自小养成的个性,不喜欢想未来事。大概我的字典里找不到未雨绸缪这个词吧?

懒惰

下过于的阴天傍晚,在车里听着收音机,庸庸懒懒的听着从车里传来dj的声音,靠在窗栏旁看着路灯往后移去。
他说,懒惰,是他最喜欢的一种生活态度。舒服,大概就是我们一直在为懒惰寻找的最佳拍档。就像是找到一张最适合你坐姿的椅子一样,把身子毫不犹疑的卡进去之后就再也不想起来了。
对呀,每个人都想懒惰,但总是有太多借口让自己不能尽情懒惰起来。其实,忙里偷闲并不难呀?像是在夏日炎炎午后泡杯冰凉的西瓜汁再静静的躺在沙发上,随手开个查可夫斯基的音乐,手里拿着本不用脑筋思考的书,悠哉悠闲的,你会发现,生活是美好的。又或者,从配搭三文治的多变化空间寻找生活的创作力也是蛮不错的选择...
他又说,难道不觉得摩天轮是游乐场里最懒惰的游戏吗?慢慢的转呀转的,仿佛时间都因此慢了下来。
多想享受这种懒惰,毕竟我也是个以懒惰为生活主题的人。
然后,总觉得懒惰是属于白色的,那种纯净的白,白纱白沙发白瓷砖白衣裳...像那种英国式的小空间外加竹藤摇椅,多么梦幻的画面呀...或许有一天我会找到属于我的白色空间也不一定。那是一个疼爱自己的做法。