Wednesday, October 25, 2006

bek to campus zone..haha

sien loh! ppl still stay@hometown hanging out wf frens i gotta go bek campus n study odi...no idea, who ask me din bring bek books to home? but actually if i bring them bek oso useless, since i won touch it ~~~so...goodbye my fren~~~wait me after 1 month!!miss ya!

About yeeteng

Will you feel surprise when you see your name in my blog? Ya I'm talking about you ! Nothing else actually, just suddenly thinking about you. How's ya life with a boyboy beside u? cooking for you, offering his help when you needed it, lent u a shoulder when you want it? warm enough huh? haha....fei hua, of course lar! But actually you really make me surprise~~~hehe...dunno y just ..wow ! suddenly know that rupa-rupanya our yeeteng so lady d..what am I talking about? dunno oso...wish you happee oways ya! Muaks~~~

Final exam's around d corner!! I'm damn nervous+sked now!

Well this is what I feel right now, damn nervous and worried about my final exam, since I didn't done well in my mid term. Some more for the TITAS paper, I didn't attended the class, and miss 2 important quizes as well, as since I've lost the marks, I have to gain back , in my final !! And yet I still din have any idea about what is dat TITAS talk about! Write about those Arabian words, which I cant understand, talk about their sacrifices and what they've give to the world....and in my mind, it makes no sense.
Stop talking about it.

Although this is a 2-week-study-leaves, but what I've done these 2 days? Shopping, hanging out with frens, like a tour guide since my fren came and visited, eating, enjoying d excitement of whole day on9ing, watching dramas, chitchat in msn....everything is a syok!

But at least I'm doing something good, where I help ah ket write his article/report, feels like quite useful.haha..

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

明天就是中秋了。月光展现的光芒不知怎的此时特别朦胧。好闷哪...那种提不起劲的感觉,好讨厌。

怎么了?是开始想念了吗?
一直以来都觉得家在心里就好,无须牵挂一身轻,也一直认为我不会眷恋家的感觉,直到那封信息:姐,明天怎么不回家呢?我考试也到明天啊,如果你回来就好了,可以和你聊天。

突然间,泪决梯。挫败......
上次,你和我说你害怕考试,怕爸妈不高兴,我说尽力就好,爸妈不会怪你的。可现在竟然在我全然不知的情况下你熬过来了。
是我放纵了吗?原来我一直忽略了那个每每在我需要安慰时默默待在我身旁的人;那个一直期待我关心的人;那个只想和我偶尔聊两句的人;那个一直盼望我回家的人.....
突然好想好想家,好想好想有个人陪在我身边,好想好想什么都不管,好想好想见你,你们......都在哪里?还好吗?我不在的日子,有想我吗?也在同时,想起了远方的你。
何时才能见面?感觉好遥远...
告诉你我没事,别担心,继续工作。你可知道在发讯息让你开心的当儿,我人在淌泪?告诉自己说,没有你在身边的日子,我会好好过;遇到挫折向你埋怨几句后我会重新振作,但你可知道,我只是要让你安心?不想你为我心痛,不想让你觉得我有包袱,更不想让你知道,我其实很想你。
在这里,我相信,哭过后的明天依然会是
晴天。